Let's try this again.p

I haven't posted here I'm a long ass time but that's gonna change. This will be another form of an outlet for me to clear my mind. Certain things I may mention and certain things I will not.

The Avalanches - 'Since I Left You'

Oldie but a very good video i might add...when you look at the video it pretty much summed up my life...i can honesty say i am the other guy....i used to be the lil white guy chillin in the background and look what happend ...i can honesty say that i am the guy dancing around and having fun to the fullest.

I'm tired but fuck it.

This past weekend/and week was pretty dope i must say...reason being because i got a chance to really enjoy my off days (and called off day) as well...yesterday me and a couple of coworkers of mines went blowing...the shit was funny...however my ass cant bowl worth shit but i was able to win a game (the first one) and that always seems to happen alot when i play but the next game i couldnt do nothing due to my wrist was hurting...heres a video of me gutter balling it twice lol


So as you can see i ended up losing the second game..ended up having to by one of my coworkers lunch....wack...but i'll live..i also ended up going to the movies as well and saw handcock(well half way into it) and you dont mess with the Zohan.....(again!) i must say it was a funny ass movie...one of my friends never saw it so i saw fuck it lets go..

I'll never goto the drive-in again...with a female...and ima explain why...Now this one chick i was with knows that i like this other "friend" (yall know who she is) of mines...you would think that a female would have respect for that concidering the fact that i told her i have no intrest in her. maybe i need to explain myself alil more next time...So as i am watching the movie i notice this chick done quickly made a move on my ass! i'm like what the fuck?!?! no no no no (i bet some of you niggas is like nigga you should of went ahead a hit them shits..) fuck that..i ended up stopping that shit and watched the movie...DAMMIT she tried it again! lucky me the damn movie was over so i Quickly got the hell outta there and took her to the crib..

Reason why my ass did not go all the way folks is one...i like someone else...and i figure that shit aint right if i am trying to get to know someone else and i am doing all this shit ya know? i mean if we already had an understanding that we will not be talking like that due to me liking someone it is what it is right? guess i found out that words dont mean shit. So....no more drive-ins for me...lol

and i bet some of the guys that reads this shit is like...maaaaaaaaaaaaan ur gay...call it how you see it..i dont care...i have respect for myself...so fuck yall...

So after i dropped her off i didnt wanna drive home i ended up taking my ass up to my job and sleep there...

I had alot on my mind that whole day anyway so i decided to make a Apology letter to some of my friends about my pesty ass ways...its on facebook if you wann read it. i am also giving facebook and myspace and all those other sites like that a rest...ima d my best to stay away from them for a week...maybe two lol...until then i will just blog it out and find something better to do when i am online like read other peoples blogs and voice my opinion....hell i can study for my fucking a+ that i've been stalling for the longest! yep i'll just do that...

So expect alot of blogs from me this week...because ima have some withdraws issues lol.

How will you take your order Ladies?

I copied this from my notes on facebook and i wanted to share it with people since some people thought it was funny on facebook and some people outside of facebook.




I think this is gonna be a funny one...well to me...so go on with it shall we?..

Ight Ladies...Take a look at that picture...What does it says? yep it says it...i'm willing to work for it...the Real way...no i aint selling myself...no i am not desperate...no i aint crazy...but however i am a silly person..its just some of you people just dont understand where i am coming from most of the time...


Ok Lets say you at restaurant right? you have like the combo menu...and you just dont know what the fuck you want...hell most women are this way...now normally i'll call you out on this...but how ever i'm not...ima save face this time just because i am in a good and chipper mood...but if this was made yesterday...yall would be mad lmao...

Ok most women that know me use me only for specfic reason...so i decided to make a Create a Darryl Menu...yep i did....five different menus...of me...that some of yall only use me of...So lets get to combo 1



Everybody knows this version of Darryl...he is a cool cat...silly and have you laughing..and fun to be around..most of yall just use him for that purpose..like when you just need to laugh or when you having a bad day or whatever you guys sometimes goes to him...which is cool...sometime yall use this combo so much its gonna be on the Dollar menu.



Most of yall use this as well...lol..but i like it though...it least yall smart enough to NOT take yall shit to bestlie lol...but i sometimes feel yall only get combo 2 just for what it is...and that fine by me..and yall like gettin the ringtones from me as well so..if yall pc fucked up "Call me...So i can fix ya pc fa ya!"



most people...well the haters hate this combo...because why? because he knows to much...he knows ya shit fake...he knows you frontin...he knows all of it..but he wont bash you unless you attempt to stunt on him though...hardly anybody want this combo...



i need my own tv show...i love my friends no really i do..but everytime i talk to you on the phone with yall sometime yall wont even let me ask you whats wrong...yall will just openly talk about yall issues to me...and thats fine by me no really it is...but i think some of the ladies dont use this combo as much as they need to be using it...i mean look at him...goofy lookin doctor glasses...laid back..and he listens! how many time yall ask for a friend that listens...well he's right here..



Ok honesty...how come none of yall dont want this combo? i mean really..this combo has hardly been looked at..i wonder why? i mean he offers everything...but however you gotta try combo # 1 first to get a very understanding of combo 5....

oh wait i forgot to mention...if you ever get combo 5 make sure you bring your Coupon:

**This Coupon only applies when you get him as a boyfriend....**

Thank you for shopping!


But all jokes aside i somewhat feel that way...i just wanted to let it be known...so after you see this note dont look at me different...i'm just being me...real...

Today is just not a good day...wack!

Man i swear...my day was fucked up from the get go....u know how you wake up in the morning and if you lay on one side of your ear and when you wake up its all plugged up and shit? maaaaaaaaan that shit was and is soooo annoying..so i gets up and i really didnt wanna get it because i wanted to stay in bed the whole day...but i had to goto work so i ended up having to get up anyway...

I gets up and i noticed...i never gotten a chance to clean my damn room...and to make things even worse...my lil brother keeps eating in the god damn room when i tell him time after time to stop that shit...i'm about fed up with the face i have to keep repeating myself...he is old enough to know "dont eat in the room"

Then it got worst...well not really i guess it was just out of furstation...i couldnt find any socks..lol..nor and shirt to wear....i ended up finding one but when i looked in the mirror the shit did not fit lol.....however after looking all the way in the back of my closet i had one of my perfect attendance polos hangin up so i wore that...Then i couldnt even find my brush...not a damn brush in the house...so now i am looking crazy...but ima wing it.

Then i hopped on facebook...just all dis-gruntled and shit...i didnt say what up to nobody...saw some people on there that i wanted to speak to but i said fuck it. i knew my day was gonna be doomed for the rest of the day...

I goes outside and i get some oil so i can put it in my car...as i pouring it i seem some of that shit just leak out! i am like maaaaaaaaan what the fuck now....it seem as i am missing alil part on there that keeps the (new oil) for pouring out...So i am like fuck! so i got in my car...THEN...as i am driving seeing that i need to get a new mass sensor air flow my fucking car would cut off on me as i am at the damn light lmao...so next check...getting that fixed....

on my way to work one of my Friend sent me a text sayin they like me...MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN this is also wack...because now it brings up a situation for me...mind you now...if i like somebody i'll tell them...but the last time i've told someone i like them was like...i think a week ago...(she knows who she is...) but now this brings a delema at hands that i really dont wanna get into...its like now..shit i like this girl...now this girl likes me? man this is some bullshit i tell you....even though the process with me trying to know my friend alil more is not going nowhere (she's a busy person) i just dont wanna make things to hard for me..

Then i went to fat burger to get me something to eat before i goto work...the dumb heffa spelled my name wrong but the food ended up good...i think she spelled my name "dearl" i mean what the hell man....its Darryl....not Daryl,not Darly...its Darryl....

So i goes into work...i looked at the call board and damn they got a total of over 400 something calls but like 300 something were only handled...So as i am sitting here Mr. me too comes along and started fucking with me...as normal i would joke and play but man i warned him from the start that i aint for games and i dont feel like playin today...so then as he walked off he said.."oh i gotta talk to you about that game that "dropped" " i got pissed....because for one i dont quit on nobody...let me explain this story....

here is the video:


Now notice...mike...this cat was talkin major shit about whoopin me in nba 2k8...now when i say i am good...i am good in that game...if i get beat its only by so much. ima upload those videos of the game i taped in the next video...but however i beat him...and we did atempted to play the second game but the game dropped...

now i goes back to work and this cat is going around work telling people i dropped on him and that shit happened weeks ago...now he wants to play me again and i am willing to do that...i mean he earned it with his loss but now he wants to play..he will tell me to call him up and when i call...no answer....calls get forwarded to the voicemail and everything...hell his ass be online when i am online and his ass will not wanna play...i mean dont you think if a person wants his rematch sooooooo bad like he wanted he will get in touch with me. then i see him in person he claims he never got the call....jerk!

So here i am at work...bored...as ever...but my co-worker is making me happy telling me her jokes about these no good niggas lol...i'll up the videos when i get to the crib...oh be safe outside...its raining and you know how this michigan weather is....peace

I guess everything happens for a reason....

Lol as I sit here eating my bread from the casino and drunk at that I have a lot to tell u.this is gonna be one of the many realest blogs (from my mobile) here.no pictures or nothing....where do I start? Well lets start in the day....

Ight so I was knocked out at work and I ended staying over til 530am when I got off at 430am so after I got off I drove home....however I didn't have my damn keys!!!!! Man I already knew this day was gonna be crazy...no one was at home (because they were at our family reunion ) so when I got there I went to sleep until they came....in the back of my van lol....thank god for seats!

So I guess a hour or two passed while a nig was knocked out in his van...I guess my mom woke me up so when I got into the house I was up...played my ps3 and then hopped on facebook to see what's up...after that I went into my room to see what the hell I wanted to wear today but didn't and ended up going to sleep....

I ended up waking up due my friend kt calling me...after I got up and off the phone I went and washed up and then I got dress...after I got dress I made myway to kt's house....

On my ways to kt house....MY ass caught a flat tire...man I was sooooooooo piss.so I ended up takin my car to belle tire....kt came and picked me up from ther and I chilled at his parents place...now the tireshop closes at 5 so when 5 came around we headed back up there to get my car...I gets up and what do u know....those fuckheads didn't have my size!!!! Again I wasted all that time for nothing when they could of and checked....fuckers....so they ended up getting me the same size tire but it was not as big as the other ones...and when I looked at it that bitch was bald as fuck!!!! Kt was crackin his ass up...however one of the tire peeps did tell me where another tire shop was at...oh yeah they didn't charge me either lol.

So I hurry up and hopped in my car and I drove down to this tire shop before they close....now mind u folks it was past 5 but those fuckers was still open....I get there AND THESE FUCKHEADS DIDN'T HAVE MY SIZE EITHER! Im like maaaaaan this is wack. So I ended up having to get the same size but with better traction....after that I took my lanky ass to get some gas and back to kt's house...

Now mind u folks I called my friend to see if she wanted to go..(im not gonna put her biz out there like that...I think if she wanted to she will post in her blog.) to the testfest...however she could not go....so when got back to kt's house we watched one of the banned espisodes of the boondocks...that shit was funny as fuck...I've seen most of it but the shit I didn't see was funny as fuck...after them shits went off we headed downtown to the testfest...

So on our way to the testfest I texted my friend to let her know ima be down there just in case she was there or if she was ready to go bowling .....that's just something I do....gotta keep people updated and stuff...but anywho we gets down there and tell me why damn near saw all my hood niggas from brightmo...the shit was kinda funny...it was like some of them were mad to see a nigga some what made it out that bitch...I was getting grimmed up and down left to right...(i honesty think it was the watch and the glasses I had on to bring this dam attention to me) but other than that i t was crowed...shoe head peeps yesterday and I REPEAT yesterday was not a day to were ur flyest shoes....people were goin out there way to step on them, drop food on them, tried to walk on them ( I think I would of been fighting then)...we ended up hangin with kt's family he saw down there until d.e called him to let him know that she was down here as well...

Now we down here me,kt,d.e ...how come everytime I am in a small group I always see the weird shit or something weird always happens? Maaan kamal normaly does not point the crazy peeps out...I do...I would see crazy looking people and laugh because they do some of the stupid shit...

So after we left the testfest we headed down to the river front....I some felt like the 3rd wheel in this situation (even though kt and de do not date) and I was still waiting for a response to see if we were still going...

The riverfront in my opion is a place where u can ease ur mind...at place where u can walk and talk with ur close friend or ur lover...it was nice seeing all those happy couples down there ..hell we even saw a wedding down there...sweet...

After I seen all this happy stuff I started getting that lonely feeling ...again..that's when I changed my status message...d.e was cheering me up alil saying she hopes I can go on my date/hang out thing and that brought my hopes up alil...so as I am walking somebody that I knew saw me and called me a sneakerhead lol I found that shit funny...but as I was walking my phone rings...and it was her! I was like sweet.....I picked up the phone and she was and sounded PISSED but it was sexy though lol...(again folks im not putting her biz out there) so I talked to her for alil bit before kt started talking to her...

After she said she was gonna call me back (she said that to kt) we kept walking...once again all these happy people...and that made the lonely feeling kick in...again! But it was good seeing them happy...d.e ended up grilling about me saying I am lonely ...I can't remember word for word but those were some motovation for yo ass lol...so we ended up sitting at the end of the riverfront...

As I am sitting at the top I sent my friend a test message..(ima get to that later) I sat up there and was by myself....for that whole 20 minutes I was in deep thought...I though about the goods and the bads but mostly the goods..thinking about my next major step in life (because I've been thru sooooomuch blah blah) ....kt and d.e noticed I was up there by myself and kt frog hoppin ass jumped up there asking me why I was up here by myself..I jumped down the steps and we began walking back to the cars...

We got back to to kt's parents place and we were chillin...I hopped on face book and I noticed she was on....she was still pissed lol (it aint funny but if u heard the words I've heard...u would wanna laugh) so we talked for a minute on there...tell me why my text never went thru when I was downtown? My phone had just sent her that text(did that happen for a reason?)

So no bowling for us :( I really wanted to go..hell or to just chill with her period...I would of watch a bootleg with her and still woulda been happy (was gonna ask but it was tooooooooo late for them shits....) shit it don't take much to please me..

In all I am not mad at her at all I have no reason to be...just things didn't turn out the way I wanted to go down...she wanna try to hang wed. Or thrusday so hopefully that can go down...:)shit that reminds me...I gotta change my status message...ima bout to get on that subject....

So while I am at kt's house my lil brother called....he wanted to goto the casino...id figured fuck it ill go since mr me too was takin to damn long to play kt in street fighter alpha...so I left and went and scooped him up and went to the mgm casino ....we get down there and we could not find a parking space worth shit!!! But I ended up finding one....we get there and it was packed....saw a friend of mines who works there and he informed me that they were hiring for this pc spot so I might have to look into that. He also told me to do not play the slots because they were fucked up lmao good looking out pimp...

So we get in there and we at the bar...I got one of my favorite drinks...blue mf's STRONG ...shit I had that and some other shit strong as fuck too...now mind u folks I am mixed with like 25% native american so u know it don't take much to get me fucked up lol...next thing u know...im am in the casino...fuuucked up.....no buzzin...just str8 fucked up.....I stayed there until most of it wore off...saw a couple people I knew and shit and I kept it moving..I ended up leaving earlier because my brother was on that beggin shit (which I truly hate) so I ended up getting me some food and I left...that nigga had food at the crib I just he though I was gonna forget about that....HELL NO...

So I ended up stayin at his dads place and ate my food...shit I started on my blog around 4am but I didn't due to me getting sleepy...I am now awake and here I am finishing this shit....

So what's my plans for today? Im takin my ass to the movies and then home because I gotta work tomorrow lol..hope everybody had a safe 4th of july weekend.

So Mr. Brown...what are you gonna do?

Ok guys...remember friend i met up with on my recent blog? Well i finally got the balls and i told her straight up...i like her..to be honest..i really dont know how she really took it but when i got these words back...


Boy do u know...that was a relief...for those of you that peep my facebook status messages and stated that said " Darryl is glad that nervous feeling has went away...." now you know why...yup people...i aint gonna lie...i got the cheesy face...


So...since a nig is in a good mood ima show the comments i sent to her thru the honesty box...i know she didnt look for them however i somewhat knows she reads my blogs now (she commented on the last one) ima post them here..here they go.


Now in any situation i am in...i consider myself to be the underdog...why? because the underdog comes out on top MOST of the time...i like to work for mines i dont know about yall lol





So there i hope u guys see those (and her)...So tomorrow..well later on today we are supposed to go bowling..but what doned on me is....after talkin to my boy KTizzle..which he stated..."i'm happy you and ***** are tryin to get to know each other even tho i've never met her she seems cool from what you tell me.." he also informed me that the taste fest is tomorrow...So...i sent her a message seein if she wanted to do that as well...but my thing is...is this a date? or are we just hangin? i honesty do not know....shit this a Question i DIDNT ask...i'll just see it for what it is tomorrow...

However..today well yesterday was the 4th of july and i pretty much chilled...attempted to fix my grandmoms porn infested pc but only got 50% done ima have to reload windows on there for her....however while i was there she saw her pictures lol...while i was on facebook...she gave me some nice advice..so ...i am like wow.....he's listening to grandmoms....because if she says that "lady" is really cute then shit cant go wrong with that.

So now i am at work yes yall at work on the 4th...but i'm getting paid to let you guys here about my day...so i'll update this blog and give yall some cliff notes on what happened...

Also my....friend is on here now..she also has a blogspot as well..and...she has pics of her :D so when you get a chance check her page out...she does tatts as well so when she get them shits up and running then you guys can see her work.

i hate feeling like this forreal.

i hate feeling the way i do...ima explain it later..So far my weekend started out shitty..why? well remember i told you i ended up spending the night over my friends house because i didnt feel like driving home? well i should of (kinda) i woke up that next morning and i noticed my damn left foot was hurting and itching alil (my socks were clean negros before yall start thinking) so you know i brushed it off and kept it moving. i mad to make a trip to the bank to get some money out for two reasons:

1. pay friend for fixing my ride
2. money for my jordans

So after i did that i headed back to my friends house to take them to there cousins house which i didnt mind because it was on the way...So after i did that i kept trying to get in touch with my elementry friend but she was so damn busy (again) we never got to meet up. So then one of my friends called me up...now 9 times outtta 10 she is all of sudden calling me because i have a car ( which i hate that shit...it shows how fake you are in the end) then at the same time calling me asking me where i am at (ooooooooooooooooo i hate that shit. you aint my girl so i dont think thats none of your business) So this is where i get all pissed off...how the fuck you gonna just volenteer my services to just take you somewhere? there was no questions asked it was "yea i need to get to this place so i can get these clothes for my child" i am like how the hell you getting up there? THEN she proceeds to ask...then on top of that how the fuck you expect me to take you somewhere when you aint offering gas money? (now mind you folks...i dont ask for gas money unless i really need it. i am a helping person and all but dammit i had when i feel like i am being used...) so when i pulls up and she aint even ready...i mean how you gonna ask me to take you somewhere and when i pull up you not even ready? now mind you i had to be at work at 8 so i was tryin to get alot of shit done which was:

1. pay my friend for fixing my car
2. catch up with my childhood friend so i can fix her laptop
3. eat
4. have some chill time to myself before i goto work.

So she comes outside and she is all dressed...but her son was not?! i mean how is it that you can look good but you got your child out here with just a damn diper on? i know it was alil sunny outside but dammit if you gonna look decent make sure your damn seed is as well..

So i takes her to where she has to go. on the way back i am driving and the radio started to play some k. cole song...i turned the channel quick. the girl had the nerve to look at me with the mad look...i look at her like.."what?" she gonna tell me and i qoute her said "there is no in between with you" i am like whats that supposed to mean? she goes and says that "its either your happy or your just angry" i looked at her and i was honestly was about to stop the damn car and put her out. for one if you riding shotgun in someones car you dont have a say so on whats goes on...your job is to sit back and shut the fuck up maybe crack a few jokes until we get to your proper place lol. and did i mention you dont touch the radio....dammit everybody should know this!!!!

So after i dropped her off she states she is gonna give me 38 bucks on the 24th...watch my ass be at her doorstep acting like rick ross "where my money?" so i goes in her house and i am just sitting there...i didnt wanna get back in my car because i just didnt feel like wasting gas. so i guess she was trying to be nice and ask me did i want her to cook me something...HELL NO. for one i dont eat anybodys cooking. so i am just sitting there while she is doing her...reason why i was there is to stay in the area my childhood friend is so when she text me i can just jump in my car and dip out! however that never happened...so then i guess she was trying to put her kid to sleep...fooor what? i hope she think she trying to fuck? because that suuuuuuuure aint happening. why? i am gonna explain that down the road...So i guess after a hour pass and her son would not goto sleep i decided to dip...she wanted me to stay for what reason i dont know...( like eminem said " i gotta go bitch you know i stuff to do..")

So after i left there i proceed to goto the auto store to pick up some stuff like:
1. transmission fluid
2. power steering fluid

after i left there i made my way over to my old hood...brightmo (proper saying "brightmoore" lol)..now when i stayed in the hood of my it was pretty ruff when i grew up there..but dammit i wish i had my cam corder otherwise i would show you whats it like now...man houses there were good houses were....no houses....alot of burnt up houses...hell one of my friends house got cock tailed...and i saw my old house...i got alil depress seein my old house like that..windows all busted..the house looked like the trap forreal...i post the videos when i go thru there again...

So as i made my way thru my hood i went over my friends house to see what was up. i gets over there and i saw that no car was there...ok maybe his parents was gone...so as i starts to knock on the door some old dum white lady from across the street came outside asking me why am i there? and i told her in the nice way i am looking for my friend. she replies nasty saying " you know you aint supposed to be there.." i asked her "do they still stay here?" she replies "i am the watcher of that house and if you dont leave i am calling the police." i told her to just tell me if they still stay there...that white lady went in the house i jumped off that porch so fast hopped in my whip and burned rubber on her so fast it was not funny..(for those who do not know...the police WILL show up quickly if a white person calls in that hood)


So after that i got hungry i got me some mickey D's my friend called me up tell me where he was at so i can drop his money off to him...and what do u know...he was in BRIGHTMO! lmao i just left that hood...i am thinking to myself in gta wise damn i got two stars i aint tryin to be hot ya know? so i took side streets to where he was at. after i dropped his money off i went and got my haircut (as you can see in the pic above) after that i said fuck it aint nothing else to do so i got me something to eat and then proceeded to work...

Saturday comes...yay! i got my jordans! and they was ridin shotgun with me:



hell yea...my size sells out pretty quick so my black ass gotta get there pretty early...So after that i was gonna go over my friend E house to pick up the rest of my shoes i have there lol but he was knocked out so i said fuck it and dipped to the crib. however remember my dad tags on his plate expire so i ended up having to take the long way home..(those of you that are from the d know...) i had to take the lodge to I-75 and then i-75 to m-59 east and then to the crib...i ended up getting there pretty quick but it did feel long considering the fact i listend to the whole n.e.r.d album and the whole weezy album.

So i gets there and i put my shoes in the closet...and what do u know..my damn foot started itching again...i would take a pic of it but i aint...from what moms told me i was biten by a spider...i have a big goofy ass scab in the middle of my foot (sole) with alot of little bumps...that lil or big fucker got me good...but like rick james said "i got the remedy for that" lmao. i put some cream on that and iced it down and its slowly going away...hopefully i shall be spiderman soon and save the day and get my black version of mary jane lol.

so since i had all this free time on my hands (due to my moms getting a new car) i ended up cleaning my room. so things for today were:

1. goto my friends child birthday party

So i just chilled at home and cleaned my room...my mom got a new book rack and she gave me her old one...and what did i do with it? look...lol:



So looks like i got even MORE room for shoes for the rest of the summer :D...so after i did that i tried to clean the room up but failed due to me being tired...(maybe the spidey sense kickin in) so i was knocked out. i woke up hours later and i worked on part of a video i was supposed to make awhile ago...my mom got her car and her job gave her the whole day off...So after hours passed i got dress so she could take me up to jeepers to i can visit.

man what do u know...my mom ends up losing her keys!!!! maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan we spent well they..i was knocked out in the car for a while before i started looking lol...she ended up finding them but that took a big goofy chunk out of the time frame i was working with..i at least wanted to chill up there for at least 30 minutes and then dip to work. but i was only there for a hot ass ten minutes...when i got there i was looking for my friend...since i was really late i am thinking (fuck they gone noooooooooooo!) but out of the blue i see the biggest perfect smile look up from the corner see me (i dont know how she spotted me) but i met her and i gave her a hug...(now mind you...i know her from sneakerplay...she is cool beans so this is like me seeing her in person for the first time i talked to her on the phone alot but she does tat's so she is a busy woman and thats a good thing..she makin her doe) so i gives her the birthday card dam man i aint gonna lie..here i am at this party i just couldnt stop lookin at her...i'm like damn...let me kick myself in shen real quick...after i came back to square one she lets me see her daughter...like most children when they first meet a new face they will give you that look...(EVERYBODY knows that look..that looks sayin "who are you? you are funny looking look lol) so i chatted with her here and there before i left. as i was walking i am still amazedon how fine that girl was IN PERSON damn her pics...in person in HD is better lmao.

So after we left there my mom dropped my sister off at her bestfriends house...i ended up getting a plate and headed to work..So here i am thinking...alot..i finally met her (long over do i was supposed to goto her birthday party but i had to work) and i am overthinking this but should i attempt to talk to her on "that" level? we damn near like the same things:

1. she likes to make money
2. she has her mind on str8
3. she is a sneaker girl (and thats a plus for me :D )
4. she likes videogames

Thats just some i can think of on the top of my head...now alot of people who knows me gonna say..what about the kid D? Well i were to attempt to get on i wont just be talking to her...i would have to accept that. which i am willing. because for 1..she aint like my ex who had the twins..and 2. sneakerhead girl (yup thats what i'm calling her on here) is I.N.D.E.P.E.N.D.E.N.T do u know what that means?

i hate feeling like i am thinking to hard on somebody i like...it sucks..because then if i dont do anything i could of had a chance...i hate when i like somebody i have that certain feeling in me...its like my whole swag changes or some shit..not that its a bad thing but however its just different.

I figure i would type this here rather than facebook...because the cat will be out the bag then..however some people do read this and i know that the message will get to her lol..

ok back to work i go...even though i aint doing nothing. peace.