Let's try this again.p

I haven't posted here I'm a long ass time but that's gonna change. This will be another form of an outlet for me to clear my mind. Certain things I may mention and certain things I will not.

Some randoms shit,

As i sit at my desk and listen to my skateboard P and ?uestlove album "out of my my mind" i think about so much random stuff. this whole week has became alil frustrating....i have realized that I cant please everybody. and i also realized i am too freaking nice...after this week i feel that certain things in my life has to change...i'll give a Quick ass review on what happend this week.

I fixed someones computer and i was being rushed to do the shit. i made up my mind that there wont be too many freebee's anymore. so if she was not payin i was not fixin shit. but anyway. this bitch just acted like i had to work on her time...fuck a contract and her and her life. if i fix your shit and i cant bring it to you then oh fucking well...you just gotta wait bitch. So pretty much when i get into a texting arguement i try to leave the shit alone...i quickly run out of shit to say...i dont like drama...shits pointless...So my girlfriend sent her something that she know i would say....and that shit was funny...end result...bitch got her laptop and i got paid. now the bitch keeps texting me asking me how come i didnt update her drivers...when i told this bithc to lose my number afterwards...i aint doing nothing else to that laptop. i did what she wanted...install Windows Xp. thats it. she wants to get that shit downloaded she has to take that shit to geek squad....


And not to mention that i have a interview with another job next week! hope i get this damn job so i can get out of my current job. i honesty hate my job. i take it nobody saw my note about that i guess..well here..

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/note.php?note_id=128551050191

Anywho today while i am looking at next week schedule i see my fucking manager did not give me my freaking days off that i need! fuckin ass munch i tell you. its cool ima fix her ass...yup lol.


And we moving today (right now actually..but i'm work.) So ima be really tired afterward. just cant wait to move in our apartment. shits been alil hectic but i have a feeling everything is gonna smooth out.



i also am having a hard time balancing time. its like i wanna do this but then i gotta do that. or i gotta do this and i wanna do that. this is all new to me...i will get acustom to this shit and work with what i can do. i know i've been alil distance from my friends (skateboard peeps,videogame peeps etc.)but know i'm just trying to take care of home before i try to do anything extra thats gonna take up all my time knowing i got business to handle.

Also i got me some A+ cert book that a Co-worker gave me...So i'm back at it full steam. ima get this damn cert....i've been wanting this cert since the damn 10th grade...So looks like ima have to get in school mode and do what i do best. also i gotta remind myself to register for school as well. so yea...ima take a couple of classes so i can get my associates and work from there..just think... A+ and Associates? that could be pretty dope!

and also how come anything i eat i always get too damn sleepy? that shit just dont seem right. now i know if eat some Meat (hamburger,steaks,BONELESS chicken) i will get sleepy. i ate a bag of chips and got sleepy at work with the Quickness...i think ima go get that shit checked out.

anyway i'm done just felt i needed to talk about all of this. cant wait to work on my next video since facebook uplifted my ban!

peace.

I'm tired but fuck it.

This past weekend/and week was pretty dope i must say...reason being because i got a chance to really enjoy my off days (and called off day) as well...yesterday me and a couple of coworkers of mines went blowing...the shit was funny...however my ass cant bowl worth shit but i was able to win a game (the first one) and that always seems to happen alot when i play but the next game i couldnt do nothing due to my wrist was hurting...heres a video of me gutter balling it twice lol


So as you can see i ended up losing the second game..ended up having to by one of my coworkers lunch....wack...but i'll live..i also ended up going to the movies as well and saw handcock(well half way into it) and you dont mess with the Zohan.....(again!) i must say it was a funny ass movie...one of my friends never saw it so i saw fuck it lets go..

I'll never goto the drive-in again...with a female...and ima explain why...Now this one chick i was with knows that i like this other "friend" (yall know who she is) of mines...you would think that a female would have respect for that concidering the fact that i told her i have no intrest in her. maybe i need to explain myself alil more next time...So as i am watching the movie i notice this chick done quickly made a move on my ass! i'm like what the fuck?!?! no no no no (i bet some of you niggas is like nigga you should of went ahead a hit them shits..) fuck that..i ended up stopping that shit and watched the movie...DAMMIT she tried it again! lucky me the damn movie was over so i Quickly got the hell outta there and took her to the crib..

Reason why my ass did not go all the way folks is one...i like someone else...and i figure that shit aint right if i am trying to get to know someone else and i am doing all this shit ya know? i mean if we already had an understanding that we will not be talking like that due to me liking someone it is what it is right? guess i found out that words dont mean shit. So....no more drive-ins for me...lol

and i bet some of the guys that reads this shit is like...maaaaaaaaaaaaan ur gay...call it how you see it..i dont care...i have respect for myself...so fuck yall...

So after i dropped her off i didnt wanna drive home i ended up taking my ass up to my job and sleep there...

I had alot on my mind that whole day anyway so i decided to make a Apology letter to some of my friends about my pesty ass ways...its on facebook if you wann read it. i am also giving facebook and myspace and all those other sites like that a rest...ima d my best to stay away from them for a week...maybe two lol...until then i will just blog it out and find something better to do when i am online like read other peoples blogs and voice my opinion....hell i can study for my fucking a+ that i've been stalling for the longest! yep i'll just do that...

So expect alot of blogs from me this week...because ima have some withdraws issues lol.

Today is just not a good day...wack!

Man i swear...my day was fucked up from the get go....u know how you wake up in the morning and if you lay on one side of your ear and when you wake up its all plugged up and shit? maaaaaaaaan that shit was and is soooo annoying..so i gets up and i really didnt wanna get it because i wanted to stay in bed the whole day...but i had to goto work so i ended up having to get up anyway...

I gets up and i noticed...i never gotten a chance to clean my damn room...and to make things even worse...my lil brother keeps eating in the god damn room when i tell him time after time to stop that shit...i'm about fed up with the face i have to keep repeating myself...he is old enough to know "dont eat in the room"

Then it got worst...well not really i guess it was just out of furstation...i couldnt find any socks..lol..nor and shirt to wear....i ended up finding one but when i looked in the mirror the shit did not fit lol.....however after looking all the way in the back of my closet i had one of my perfect attendance polos hangin up so i wore that...Then i couldnt even find my brush...not a damn brush in the house...so now i am looking crazy...but ima wing it.

Then i hopped on facebook...just all dis-gruntled and shit...i didnt say what up to nobody...saw some people on there that i wanted to speak to but i said fuck it. i knew my day was gonna be doomed for the rest of the day...

I goes outside and i get some oil so i can put it in my car...as i pouring it i seem some of that shit just leak out! i am like maaaaaaaaan what the fuck now....it seem as i am missing alil part on there that keeps the (new oil) for pouring out...So i am like fuck! so i got in my car...THEN...as i am driving seeing that i need to get a new mass sensor air flow my fucking car would cut off on me as i am at the damn light lmao...so next check...getting that fixed....

on my way to work one of my Friend sent me a text sayin they like me...MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN this is also wack...because now it brings up a situation for me...mind you now...if i like somebody i'll tell them...but the last time i've told someone i like them was like...i think a week ago...(she knows who she is...) but now this brings a delema at hands that i really dont wanna get into...its like now..shit i like this girl...now this girl likes me? man this is some bullshit i tell you....even though the process with me trying to know my friend alil more is not going nowhere (she's a busy person) i just dont wanna make things to hard for me..

Then i went to fat burger to get me something to eat before i goto work...the dumb heffa spelled my name wrong but the food ended up good...i think she spelled my name "dearl" i mean what the hell man....its Darryl....not Daryl,not Darly...its Darryl....

So i goes into work...i looked at the call board and damn they got a total of over 400 something calls but like 300 something were only handled...So as i am sitting here Mr. me too comes along and started fucking with me...as normal i would joke and play but man i warned him from the start that i aint for games and i dont feel like playin today...so then as he walked off he said.."oh i gotta talk to you about that game that "dropped" " i got pissed....because for one i dont quit on nobody...let me explain this story....

here is the video:


Now notice...mike...this cat was talkin major shit about whoopin me in nba 2k8...now when i say i am good...i am good in that game...if i get beat its only by so much. ima upload those videos of the game i taped in the next video...but however i beat him...and we did atempted to play the second game but the game dropped...

now i goes back to work and this cat is going around work telling people i dropped on him and that shit happened weeks ago...now he wants to play me again and i am willing to do that...i mean he earned it with his loss but now he wants to play..he will tell me to call him up and when i call...no answer....calls get forwarded to the voicemail and everything...hell his ass be online when i am online and his ass will not wanna play...i mean dont you think if a person wants his rematch sooooooo bad like he wanted he will get in touch with me. then i see him in person he claims he never got the call....jerk!

So here i am at work...bored...as ever...but my co-worker is making me happy telling me her jokes about these no good niggas lol...i'll up the videos when i get to the crib...oh be safe outside...its raining and you know how this michigan weather is....peace

I guess everything happens for a reason....

Lol as I sit here eating my bread from the casino and drunk at that I have a lot to tell u.this is gonna be one of the many realest blogs (from my mobile) here.no pictures or nothing....where do I start? Well lets start in the day....

Ight so I was knocked out at work and I ended staying over til 530am when I got off at 430am so after I got off I drove home....however I didn't have my damn keys!!!!! Man I already knew this day was gonna be crazy...no one was at home (because they were at our family reunion ) so when I got there I went to sleep until they came....in the back of my van lol....thank god for seats!

So I guess a hour or two passed while a nig was knocked out in his van...I guess my mom woke me up so when I got into the house I was up...played my ps3 and then hopped on facebook to see what's up...after that I went into my room to see what the hell I wanted to wear today but didn't and ended up going to sleep....

I ended up waking up due my friend kt calling me...after I got up and off the phone I went and washed up and then I got dress...after I got dress I made myway to kt's house....

On my ways to kt house....MY ass caught a flat tire...man I was sooooooooo piss.so I ended up takin my car to belle tire....kt came and picked me up from ther and I chilled at his parents place...now the tireshop closes at 5 so when 5 came around we headed back up there to get my car...I gets up and what do u know....those fuckheads didn't have my size!!!! Again I wasted all that time for nothing when they could of and checked....fuckers....so they ended up getting me the same size tire but it was not as big as the other ones...and when I looked at it that bitch was bald as fuck!!!! Kt was crackin his ass up...however one of the tire peeps did tell me where another tire shop was at...oh yeah they didn't charge me either lol.

So I hurry up and hopped in my car and I drove down to this tire shop before they close....now mind u folks it was past 5 but those fuckers was still open....I get there AND THESE FUCKHEADS DIDN'T HAVE MY SIZE EITHER! Im like maaaaaan this is wack. So I ended up having to get the same size but with better traction....after that I took my lanky ass to get some gas and back to kt's house...

Now mind u folks I called my friend to see if she wanted to go..(im not gonna put her biz out there like that...I think if she wanted to she will post in her blog.) to the testfest...however she could not go....so when got back to kt's house we watched one of the banned espisodes of the boondocks...that shit was funny as fuck...I've seen most of it but the shit I didn't see was funny as fuck...after them shits went off we headed downtown to the testfest...

So on our way to the testfest I texted my friend to let her know ima be down there just in case she was there or if she was ready to go bowling .....that's just something I do....gotta keep people updated and stuff...but anywho we gets down there and tell me why damn near saw all my hood niggas from brightmo...the shit was kinda funny...it was like some of them were mad to see a nigga some what made it out that bitch...I was getting grimmed up and down left to right...(i honesty think it was the watch and the glasses I had on to bring this dam attention to me) but other than that i t was crowed...shoe head peeps yesterday and I REPEAT yesterday was not a day to were ur flyest shoes....people were goin out there way to step on them, drop food on them, tried to walk on them ( I think I would of been fighting then)...we ended up hangin with kt's family he saw down there until d.e called him to let him know that she was down here as well...

Now we down here me,kt,d.e ...how come everytime I am in a small group I always see the weird shit or something weird always happens? Maaan kamal normaly does not point the crazy peeps out...I do...I would see crazy looking people and laugh because they do some of the stupid shit...

So after we left the testfest we headed down to the river front....I some felt like the 3rd wheel in this situation (even though kt and de do not date) and I was still waiting for a response to see if we were still going...

The riverfront in my opion is a place where u can ease ur mind...at place where u can walk and talk with ur close friend or ur lover...it was nice seeing all those happy couples down there ..hell we even saw a wedding down there...sweet...

After I seen all this happy stuff I started getting that lonely feeling ...again..that's when I changed my status message...d.e was cheering me up alil saying she hopes I can go on my date/hang out thing and that brought my hopes up alil...so as I am walking somebody that I knew saw me and called me a sneakerhead lol I found that shit funny...but as I was walking my phone rings...and it was her! I was like sweet.....I picked up the phone and she was and sounded PISSED but it was sexy though lol...(again folks im not putting her biz out there) so I talked to her for alil bit before kt started talking to her...

After she said she was gonna call me back (she said that to kt) we kept walking...once again all these happy people...and that made the lonely feeling kick in...again! But it was good seeing them happy...d.e ended up grilling about me saying I am lonely ...I can't remember word for word but those were some motovation for yo ass lol...so we ended up sitting at the end of the riverfront...

As I am sitting at the top I sent my friend a test message..(ima get to that later) I sat up there and was by myself....for that whole 20 minutes I was in deep thought...I though about the goods and the bads but mostly the goods..thinking about my next major step in life (because I've been thru sooooomuch blah blah) ....kt and d.e noticed I was up there by myself and kt frog hoppin ass jumped up there asking me why I was up here by myself..I jumped down the steps and we began walking back to the cars...

We got back to to kt's parents place and we were chillin...I hopped on face book and I noticed she was on....she was still pissed lol (it aint funny but if u heard the words I've heard...u would wanna laugh) so we talked for a minute on there...tell me why my text never went thru when I was downtown? My phone had just sent her that text(did that happen for a reason?)

So no bowling for us :( I really wanted to go..hell or to just chill with her period...I would of watch a bootleg with her and still woulda been happy (was gonna ask but it was tooooooooo late for them shits....) shit it don't take much to please me..

In all I am not mad at her at all I have no reason to be...just things didn't turn out the way I wanted to go down...she wanna try to hang wed. Or thrusday so hopefully that can go down...:)shit that reminds me...I gotta change my status message...ima bout to get on that subject....

So while I am at kt's house my lil brother called....he wanted to goto the casino...id figured fuck it ill go since mr me too was takin to damn long to play kt in street fighter alpha...so I left and went and scooped him up and went to the mgm casino ....we get down there and we could not find a parking space worth shit!!! But I ended up finding one....we get there and it was packed....saw a friend of mines who works there and he informed me that they were hiring for this pc spot so I might have to look into that. He also told me to do not play the slots because they were fucked up lmao good looking out pimp...

So we get in there and we at the bar...I got one of my favorite drinks...blue mf's STRONG ...shit I had that and some other shit strong as fuck too...now mind u folks I am mixed with like 25% native american so u know it don't take much to get me fucked up lol...next thing u know...im am in the casino...fuuucked up.....no buzzin...just str8 fucked up.....I stayed there until most of it wore off...saw a couple people I knew and shit and I kept it moving..I ended up leaving earlier because my brother was on that beggin shit (which I truly hate) so I ended up getting me some food and I left...that nigga had food at the crib I just he though I was gonna forget about that....HELL NO...

So I ended up stayin at his dads place and ate my food...shit I started on my blog around 4am but I didn't due to me getting sleepy...I am now awake and here I am finishing this shit....

So what's my plans for today? Im takin my ass to the movies and then home because I gotta work tomorrow lol..hope everybody had a safe 4th of july weekend.