Alot is going on..

And i'm doing everything in my power to not stress out about it. So much stuff to do in such little time...I would consider this time...crunch time....for our wedding. Alot of fucked up situations has happend since i talked about our wedding...Counseling was great. My fiance and I see who our real friends are and know who we can depend on and who not to depend on..in honesty...my fiance was correct...by having this wedding kinda made alot of things worst...

I always thought of if i was gonna get married i wanna try to do it the regular way. but thats not how things go as planned...Right now Me and the mom-in-Law are paying for it...oh wheres my pops? yea he's too busy to answer his phone and still alil salty about my lil email i sent him...oh yea and he is doing my sister's wedding...so go figure...oh yea...i didnt get a invite...haha

I bet most of the people who reads this thinks its pure ole jealously...honesty i could give a fuck less if he was to help or not. i honesty can never go by his word ever again...i'm at the point with him where its "dont talk about it..be about it. fucked up? yup but thats all i will talk about.

But other than all the bullcrap thats been around me i see things and people for what they are...i just know whos in my inner circle and whos not. after this wedding...i'm cutting certain people out my life...i refuse to be around nothing but bullshitters...i dont wanna pick up that habit...ALWAYS BULLSHITTING.

Anyway i am on twitter...follow me @deedogg313  (yea i still hate it but whatever)