See this is some str8 bullshit!

So i gets up and i catches the bus to the shop...i ended up getting there Pretty Quickly i must say...Tell me why when i get there i seen my car...Tell me why these niggas was detailing my fucking car???? i didnt ask for that shit! what the fuck man! i didnt even pay for that shit...them niggas must of thought they were gonna get some money out of me...SIKE!

So i gets in there and i guess the guy who is supposed to fix my car fucked his knee up from him fighting last night...i mean like i really care? all i care aboout is getting my car fixed and running my arrans...So after they fixed this one car they pulled my car in the back...they took alllll fucking day man.....i sat there and just watch them lolly gag and shit...it was pissing me off forreal...but i was trying to be really patence about this shit...

So i got hungry and i dipped to the coney island while i was there i was telling k.t what was going on...he honesty didnt have nothing to say...but he knew its a fucked up situation....so i ate there...i didnt wanna go back because i was gonna see what they were gonna do or did when i got back...after i ate my food i went back to the shop...

i gets there and i noticed that these niggas were finally working on my shit. i cant give you an exact time but these niggas were cutting it close...i asked them what time does the junkyard close and they told me 6pm...at that point it was 4:30pm i hate this last miniute shit....these fuckers had all day todo this shit...it took even LONGER because they didnt have a truck to put my old transmission in...it took more time up before we finally got somebody to take us up there.......

we gets up there and the shop was closed!! maaaaaaaaaaaaan i got so fucking pissed i chiped my back tooth...we ended up going to three other junk yards and no luck...although the last one knew a junk yard that had one but they wanted to damn much for it...

So now we gets back to the shop..now how the hell was i supposed to get to work? he told me that his boy was gonna take me...he boy was cryin broke and not having no gas...NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM...that nigga gave him 20 bucks to shoot me to work....

I gets to work mad as fuck....i ended up going to sleep (because my ass was sooo tired) and over slep at my desk...i woke up at 10 pm...FUCK. shit just aint right this month...i need a drink...and i think if i was a weed head i think this is the time i would say..."i need a blunt" because this shit is for the birds...

i feel i am being played for a fool here...

So after i got off work one of my co-workers (jamal) offered me a ride to the mall since he was head out that way so i decided to wait til he get off work so i can get that ride...meanwhile ...i am still at work i goes over to delons department. before we started cracking jokes and shit he told me that him and jamal seen someone driving my fucking car!!!! i am like what the fuck? if my trasnmission needs to be replaced so bad why is someone driving my car no wait WHY IS SOMEONE DRIVING MY SHIT PERIOD?

So after that i put that aside and just crackin jokes...after i left delon's department i called the mechcanic up to see whats going on. I calls him up and he STILL has not gotten my transmission in yet...let alone put it in....So i guess he felt the tension thru the phone so he was like come up there tomorrow morning..i am like bet that will work...

So after that i goes back down to the break room and i dont know how we got on the subject of videogames but you guys remember that cat that i told you about that was talking all this junk how he was gonna beat me and stuff? but then later on trys to say i disconnected on him on our second game? yea he was in this discussion....this nigga dont know how to let that shit go...i guess i must of put a dagger in his ego or something when i beat him the first time....(shit i would too if i blew a double digit lead like that) but the discussion started to get really serious because he honesty just dont know when to shut up about that disconnect shit that i did not do....

Anybody who has xbox live or a ps3 knows games drop when you are playing online...i mean come on now...does not take a rocket science to figure that out. so he was talkin all this trash about how he gonna beat me in some nba 2k8 tonight and he wants the shit taped...i'm done playing with him...i am seriously gonna try to beat this guy by 45 points...and it can happen...i've done it before on many nights so i know i can pull it off again...ANYWHO...

So after all that shit my boy got off work...i guess he was tired as hell so he went to the crib to take a "nap" i guess...I was over there as well..i think i was over there for about an hour...i was knocked out myself because i been up all day and night..

He dropped me off near the mall and i ended up walking to the mall..i gets to the bus stop and i called a couple of people and told them whats the deal with my car...i ended up gettting to the crib at around 9:40pm when i got off at 2pm at that a bitch...::sigh::

So when i got home i was about to play my video game...but kbezzy reminded me that obama would be on tv...i already said i was gonna watch that earlier today...so i did...and that speech was great...i had a tear in my eye watching that speech...no flaws in that speech he gave...

After that i hops on the ps3 and my boy Eric sent me an invite for tekken 5....before i got that text my co-worker (the one who talks alot of shit) send me a text sayin he with his kids....::clears throat:: (cop out)

So me and my boy e was gaming online on tekken...man everytime we played we were going at it...i think that was one of the best matches i've had agaist him in tekken...it was funny because after i beat him i get a message on my ps3 saying from him " nice" i was rolling and continued playing

So after i played i kept checking my account to see if my money got deposited...So i can play beat the bank...those of you know why i am playing beat the bank...because rape bank likes to take my money without me knowing! so my mom ended up waking me up early and taking me to go get my doe....later on i would take a shower and go see whats up about my car...

getting back to the mornings is a.....

Bitch! man seeing that i've been working the midnight shift for the longest its really hard for me to adjust to work "A" day shift...man i had to re-learn most of the shit i knew and learn some new shit i didnt know...and the call volume was crazy! i took like 45 calls the whole day....god!

during that wild ass day it was pretty melo...checked my email and one of my friends thinkS i made her look like a bad person (She even wants to beat me up jokingly )so i will say this to her to clear this up:

NO YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON!!!! lol and yes i know i am crazy...in a silly way...though but back to the blog!

Ok back on track lets see where was i...oh yea...So after we exchanged emails i just kept taking calls...too many damn calls lol....but it was all good...i finally got a day shift and i cant even enjoy it though! because i am carless! aint that bout a bitch....bitch...

So after i got off of work i just chilled around the job...didnt wanna go home because i would not make any sense to go home knowing my black,light skinned ass gotta be back up here at 6am (when the buses dont run that early) so i just chilled on the pc and listened to music...

As i am sitting there i notice some damn water was leaking over my desk...now the same shit happened monday but i didnt think nothing of it...now..the shit has gotten worst...now i told my manager of what happened and they got on the issue...i took my tired ass to sleep in the break room..when i woke up everybody was asking me questions about my desk..i didnt know what the hell they did to my desk...when i went to my desk it looked like this:







So they got my desk lookin like some type of area 51 station or some shit like that...so i had to change my desk...nice view i must say...oh well..

So since i was up damn near most of the night so i'd figure i'd give a couple of friends a call...one couldnt talk long because she was studying for her test..so i called one of my cousins..spoke to him for a grip before i talked to my friend...spoke to her some hours before i got tired...didnt goto sleep...i started work at 6am so i had no choice but to stay up...and here i am now up and chipper as ever...i get off at 2pm and i am going to the fucking crib to get some real fucking sleep!

Damn...something gotta give lord....

Well yesterday had its ups and downs...i will explain that situation...

So i woke up at work (again...carless...) and i decided to just sleep most of the time away until i started for work...one of my co-workers informed me that i was a deep sleeper...like i knew that already...when i am knocked out i am knocked out! anywho...

Walked around a couple departments and started messing with people (again) i mean shit i didnt have anything else todo so fuck it!

The shit got really joyful when i started work. come to find out my freaking manager changed my schedule!!! hell fucking yea....no more midnight for my black light skinned ass! thats whats up...starting next week i work nothing but morning...although this shit could be a fucking test i am just glad at least for one week i can have fun.

So i hops on facebook..and one of my friends was online...once again i got some sad news...it appears that one of my friends who i knew,hooped,hanged with got shot and killed yesterday...that shit was fucked up..he told me what happenned (because he was with him when it happened) so fucked up on many levels....

After that i just chilled on facebook..looking at the responses i've gotten on some topics i brought up...pretty interesting i must say..after that i went in the break room and went to sleep because in 5 hours (6am) i had to work the morning shift...thats all i did today...

Everyday is always something new.

Monday (day 3 without my car and its looks like its gonna be longer)

So since i am carless for the 3 day in the row it wouldnt make any sense for me to go home seeing that i have to work the whole week thru (just to get my weekend off) So looks like ima have to wing it and make the best of it.

So i calls up my mechanic to see what the status on my car...and what do u know..some more bad news...on a monday....it looks like i am gonna need another transmission! shit, fuck, ass, bitch, (yes i said all that crap in my head when he told me) so i was like fuck it...fix it...so looks like another paycheck will be going to my car.(again)

So after all that went down i was pissed about it. but at least the shit is getting fixed...So looks like i wont have my car until friday...So gay on soooo many levels....

So pretty much did the basics...go around and bother people lol...i went to damn near every project and talked to all of my friends while they were taking a call...shit they do it to me! so ima use this time to bother them lol

Did alil thinking about stuff...detatched myself from all of it..So i'm leaving all(except some) behind me...it is what it is...Those who done me wrong(she knows who she is) i'll let god deal with her...and plz dont make something out of nothing..you know what you did so just leave it at that.(no not you kay just had to clear that up)

Work was pretty melo though...i didnt have to really deal with the idiots but the idiots were at a low today..So at least something good happened! i got a call from an old friend from way back..talked on the phone with them for a couple of hours to play catch up and took my no car having ass to sleep in the break room...

i wonder whats in stored for me today?

So far So good i guess...

So saturday i got off work and just stayed and watched movies...why...BECAUSE I HAVE NO CAR! so i waited til my mom showed up...i totally forgot her phone is off so it took alil longer for me to remember she was out there...So we goes to where my car was parked....first thing that came in my head was "plz let it be in one piece" and when we got there lucky me it was there untouched...

So i put some radiator fluid i had left in there just so it would start up...and it did...so i had my mom follow me to where i was gonnna get my car fixed...i ended up not making it there all the way due to the car smoking on me. So my mom had to push me the rest of the way...

While i was getting pushed i decided to call my elementary friend to play catch up.Spoke to her for a minute and by the time i got there the shop was open...

So i gets there and i let him look at my car...i looked in the back and i saw that the mustang was still there....i didnt even ask to drive it this time...the guy just thru me the keys like "go ahead and take it for a spin" i wish my mom would of been in the car that would of been funny...so i was in my old hood...again...driving...i re leaved some stress doing that...took my anger out on the road..i felt alil better afterwords....i went thru my old block and saw my old house...man that shit was depressing...i took pics of how it used to look...here they go:






So after mechanic told me what was wrong with it and how much it was gonna cost me to get it fixed i paid him and left...my mom and i went to McDonalds to eat some breakfast...

After we left there she took me back to work...i get there and did nothing...i was not on the clock until 8pm i took alot of naps and shit but thats about it...i thought my car would of been finished by then because delon was gonnna take me up there to get it...however when i called him up to check the status of my car i guess he wanted to fix that rack in pinion...so i guess he is fixing that...after that i just stayed at my desk texted my friend of mines and watched movies and took some calls and watched the usa vs spain game....they were pissing me off...i felt like i was the damn coach i was yelling at the tv and shit like i was there...but they won so congrats to them...after that i just went back to my desk and watched movies...

So as i am sitting there i get a text message from a ex girlfriend who i really dont talk to that much...I guess she wanted to see how i was doing...and at the same time like throwing stuff in my face...i personaly didnt care she met someone new she could of kept that shit to herself...i mean why text me JUST to tell me that? i guess she wants me to feel bad for breaking up with her? nooooooo it happened for a reason...glad i stopped it when it was early now i realized it.

So sunday (today) i didnt do shit(because i am carless!) i stayed at my desk and did nothing..played ping pog for alil bit and read some stuff online...Come to find out my boy delon got into an car accident ...he was at work tired as hell...but he good tho..after that didnt do pretty much anything...thats why i am able to right there blog so damn late....hopefully my car should be ready by tomorrow...i feel i am temp. back at step 1 no car....So i should get it back by tomorrow...

I mean damn can shit get any worst?

Shit fuck dammit.....yes i said all three that quick....i am fed up with alot shit..and to be honest this shit is for the birds....

After making a video (about me being depressed) i figured some how i was going to make the best of it today since i was going to work (great depression)...So as always i wake up late as hell...i really didnt wanna goto work (who does after there off days) got dress and made me a cd and preceeded to the bank to get some money for gas...

so you know as i am driving i decided NOT to take the freeway..due to my car smoking after i turn it off...So i manage to drive from damn 13 freakin miles and when i am at the stop light my car shuts off...at this point i am already pissed because as i was driving i kept smelling something weird...then it started to smell like something is burning....so as i turned on my damn car and started to drive SMOKE JUST STARTED COMING OUTTA NOWHERE and that shit was bad....i mean not only was it smoking in under my hood...but the smoke was in my damn car as well!! i had to pull over quick as fuck hopped out thru the passenger seat and just sat and looked at my smoking car...

As i am standing here pissed the fuck off from my car i see the damn ferndale police...now i am awww fuck here we go...So he looks at me and attempts to drive further down and just watched to see if i gonna move my shit so he can run my plates...haha fuck you i aint! So i tried to call my boy delon to see if he could come scoop me up and help me move my car....this nigga did not answer his calls....pure wack....So i started to get pissed....real pissed....I tried to call my mom and her damn phone is disconnected! i am like well damn i'm glad i aint fucked up somewhere....so i calls my little sister and lucky me my mom was with her...i told her where i was and she came...

As she came my damn car managed to start...i didnt wanna take any chances so i just parked it in a parking lot...i took all the shit (registration and insurance) i had in my van and locked my doors and went to work...

So i get to work and i didnt do nothing...i finally get a call from delon and boy he was pissed...he was explaining me his situation about his car...i aint gonna put his biz out there or you can click here find out about his story.

But other than that i didnt do shit at work...took only two fuckin calls and thats pretty much it...now i am here watching Crouchin tiger hidden dragon.....

hmm ok....

So on my off day i really didnt do much...sat around the house and played video games for that matter...i ended up playing my co-worker mike..(the same cat that says he can beat me in 2k8) we start playing and i am just whooping on him...i guess when he saw i had some type of skill he gonna send me a message saying " i'm serious now" i just laughed...if it was not for me trying to do new plays on him he would of still had 7 and i would of had my 28...flat out..reason why? he likes to no huddle (which is dum) and for me to only USE ONE DEFENSIVE PLAY ON HIM pretty much tells me how to stop him in the future....i mean come on yall...one defensive play for all 4 qtrs? shame....

So after i beat him i got bored and went to joe dumars...i get in there and i guess everybody was surprised to see me lol which was pretty funny...they dont call me by sideshow..or dirk...or dj....i guess i must play or shoot or look just like this basketball player named kevin martin:



So..we started playing...and i they picked me up..normally that does not happen...and everytime i dont play in a while i tend to be good on defense...which is good...i get to use all my built up frustration stuff thats bothering me on the court...and mannnnnnn lol i sure as hell did...whoever i checked those games hardly go any touches...i was on them like flys to shit. our team was killin them...we only lost twice...i would say the most funniest moment is when i came down the first play look my boy to the rack...then the second play is when i hit a fade-a-way on this one dude while he was fouling me..

So after that i went to the crib...i looked at my phone and i saw that my co-worker called me!!! i totally forgot until i looked at my phone i was supposed to hang out with her and he friends :( ima catch a ear full on monday so i gotta be ready for that lol. So after i left joe d i went to meijer....i figured shit since i had this 10 dollar gift card from when i bought madden there i figured i buy some food for me to take to work...instead of eating pizza rolls all the time...

after i bought my food i hopped on the phone with chante. we talked about relationship issues and how most niggas aint shit and how most bitches aint shit and how peoeple be on that bullshit...we got off the phone but she did call back hours later...

So what is there todo today? i need to go get my car fix man...So ima call up my boy and see whats crackin see if i can get whatever the hell is wrong with my car fixed...

hmmm i guess...

Well tuesday i went home and played some madden...dammit i couldnt win for shit....after i got done i was now 0-4....man i hate the wack people play online...so gay...

so i after that i went to sleep...had alot on my mind more so about yesterday...i slept for a long time because before i went to sleep my damn head was hurting. i ended up getting up like 2 hours before i had to leave (due to my mom yelling lol) so i got up and just chilled around the house until i got dress...when i got dress i less for work..

I gets to work and i guess my manager wants to play the nice person today trying to get ALL up in my business...asking me whats wrong because i looked like something was bothering me...i mean damn do i honesty look like stuff be bothering me? no...well...yea nah..nothing aint bothering me to the point where its all on my face....So i guess she finishes telling me about my schedule next week...and dammit i am happy....wenesday and thrusday morning shifts and the fucking weekend off! HELL YEAH...finally i didnt have to bug her like she owes me money to get my days off...

Work was pretty melo...listened to my music on my external that i did not forget..and took calls...while i was at work i replied to someone comment they sent me...So when they see it i guess stuff will be fully cleared THATS if she chooses to lol.

So thats what i did at work...nothing. cracked a couple of jokes with my co-workers and continued to listen to my jodeci cd...hmm...another video in the works? hmmmmmm thinking about it...who knows....

Anywho when i got home and parked my car i notice my shit was SMOKING! i was the fuck? it was dark as hell outside so when i goto sleep and wake up(if the lord lets me) i'll take a look at it.

Got in the house and i started to play madden...and dammit i loss again.and won one game..but i had some good highlights though...here are the ones i have so far..:

http://www.easportsworld.com/en_US/video/246757

http://www.easportsworld.com/en_US/video/247183

http://www.easportsworld.com/en_US/video/247364



So then after that my little brother wanted to play....i will admit...he can play...So i cant really go easy on him...it ended up going down the wire with me scoring on my last play in the 4th qtr...and he was up lol...peep the play lol

http://www.easportsworld.com/en_US/video/247475

so looks like i have an off day..so ima just chill i guess...and take a look at my car...peace.

hmm alil confused maybe?

Well like always...i hate mondays...shit just was dry as hell...i was in the breakroom knocked out..Co-workers thought it was pretty funny fucking with me while i was sleep....So after i jumped up they got there laughs in ha ha ha!...jerks lol

So for some reason i was really sleepy today...all i did was sleep...sleep....sleep...woke up...went to mcdonalds...ate my double cheese burger....took a nap....woke up started work...

I walked to my desk and my damn manager wanted to talk to me...i mean damn does it look like something is bothering me? anywho i gets in there and she started talking to me about my email...honesty only thing i heard was ..i read your email and blah blah blah blah and blah and blah blah blah....so i just sat there acted like i was listening...because she was trying to sell me that lame ass tactic like she did before...So since she asked whatelse was bothering me and i said fuck it i'm dropping dimes....i told her about a certain team leader who dont take calls from 6:00pm - 6:30 (thats when he gets off) i guess he over heard my convo (which i didnt give a fuck by the way) So he pretty much didnt say nothing to me....and i didnt say nothing to him....i did my job and he just sat there as always..not taking calls....jerk...

so while i am at my desk i start alil text convo with my friend (i'm not gonna name her for alot of reasons) So we started textin and stuff and i felt the need to know something...and i got the answers i wanted...but at the sametime..i am still alil confuse with her reply...but i love when someone(woman) is straight up honest with me ...them damn text messages were some damn str8 forward i was confused lol...i think i read it like 5 times...some of it i did understand...some of it i didnt i'll just have to ask her about it...

but as the day progressed we stopped talking (not because of her reply) and i just sat at my desk...sleepy as hell..one of my co-workers came to my desk to see what was up with me and the other chick i used to like...So while i am eating my salad i explained it to him in full detail NOT leaving nothing out. and as always i got the same response...lol

I noticed after i ate my salad i started to get really sleepy...ima have to look into that....i hate being sleepy..because i am a very active person dammit...

So as the day progressed i kept looking at those messages she sent me...confused as hell...should i be sad? no because i am not...how should i feel? hmm i dont even know how the hell i feel...and no i am not posting the damn message....too much personal stuff in there..

So i called my uncle up to see what was up with him...and come to find out...he was spying on me and kbezzy when we were downtown LMAO. the pics he took were too damn dark but here they are LMAO:



I find this shit really funny...because as i remember i was looking around and i knew if i would of saw him i would of spotted him...i guess i didnt do a good job looking LMAO.

so at work i kept getting sleepy (again) i took a nice long nap and now i am up yawning like hell...ima goto the doctor to see whats up...

qoute of today is
" i have not gone as far as asking if he could get with her he just play it by ear and hope she gets the picture he's shootin for her heart" ;)

hmm today was interesting?

Well after my fun day with kbezzy and fam. i went to work and went home afterwards..like i told yall in my last blog i was attending the festival again to check out some of the places...however...thats didnt happen lol...this is what went down...

Well my boy delon called me up to see if i was going. i told him i'll be down there...it took me a good ass hour to get down there...and i was speeding too...i made sure i parked near the riverfront....i needed to clear my head and think about some stuff...i told myself i was gonna do this so...yea...

So as i am walking i see alot of things...people...happy people..well at least they looked happy..i saw all types...old...some of them looked like they just got together...black and white couples all that type of stuff...

So i just walked...thinking about the things i gotta do...and other things that i want to do...typical DBizzle...

so as i get to hart plaza my boy delon pops on my ass like he is the F.B.I lmao...that shit was funny...So as we walking i walked up to the front to say what up to kbezzy but she had to run out to somewhere..So i was like ight and just went walking thru the crowds looking at all the stuff they had...We gets downstairs because we was hungry as hell..and what do u know....they have that damn ticket system to get food! maaaaaaan i hate the ticket system lol just let me pay and eat!

We didnt get any food from there...we ended up getting some burger king that was in the gm building lol...After that we caught up with another co-worker of ours i didnt know delon was getting some photos taken for skating...So i was like fuck it i didnt have nothing else todo so i tagged along with them..

We ended up going to the old train station...This nigga (delon) wanted us to hop a damn barbwire fence to get it....eh i didnt have on the right clothes for that..and the last time i did some shit like that i was young as fuck lol....so we ended up not going in there....lol

So i watch as delon was getting his kick push on and getting his photo taken...then he asked me did i wanted to take some pics? that was odd...so i was like yea...So i did a couple of stands and shit and that shit was fun...my emotion was captured...So when those pics get uploaded i'll put them on facebook...

We left the old train station because a police car came by and just parked his car lol...after that delon dropped me off at hart plaza i walked around the whole area...clearing my thoughts again...and what do u know...kbezzy was at her spot.

so i came and i talked to her for a minute. due to the fact that i had to goto "the great Depression" (work) i couldnt stay long...because i wanted to see this group perform...So i said goodbye got my hug and she and her friends dipped to the concert.

I was late for work (again) but this time i called in and told them i would be late...here i am bored as ever...nobody called or anything....i sent kbezzy some text messages and we chatted for a few...but i guess due to her busyness day (and that red drink) she is knocked the hell out lol...

So looks like i have 3 more hours or boredom...left my external harddrive at home so i am just really fucked.....

Busy Busy Busy Busy Busy in such short time.

Well today was like sooooooooo busy for me…reason being is because I had a lot to do but in short time... (due to me being so damn sleepy…hmmm) …So like every Saturday I ended up staying at work chilled took a nap or 5 until like three because my boy had to go get his car all the way in Dearborn..So this was the original plan:

1. Go up to northland
2. Go get me a new tire
3. Go get my hair cut
4. Take him to go get his car
5. Go downtown to see my Friend kbezzy at the African World Festival!

But being me…..that didn’t happen….This is what ended up happening:
1. Go get me a new tire
2. Go get a hair cut
3. Take him to go get his car
4. Go downtown to see my Friend kbezzy at the African World Festival!

Now when we did all this it was 3pm me not really thinking this was going to take all day but it took a minute for us to find a place where I could get me another tire….I went to a shop on 8mile but the tire guy was gone…I ended up going to a tire shop right down the street (that delon goes to) from my Baber shop….sweet.

When I got there It was two people in front of me…I was like cool he is normally quick getting them in a out but I guess today was a busy day for everybody! Everybody and they momma was talking to him and it made things SLOWER! It took him a good hour to do a bald fade on this one cat I was like DAMN! Delon didn’t tell me his car was at a “shop” “shop” I was thinking it was at one of his boys house just waiting on him…So we were press for time…I finally got my hair cut (he even left me in the chair for like 7 minutes lol) and dipped…
So after carefully getting to the shop in Dearborn delon finally gets one of his rides…now he is just waiting on his mustang and he good…(that nigga mad as hell about that) I kind of feel bad I referred him to the same cat that fixed my car…because this shit took longer…


So after he got his ride I proceeded downtown to meet up with my...Friend. I ended up paying for a spot (because I was too lazy to find out in that busy traffic) and when I got downtown it was like 6pm….when I get there I reach on the side of my hip and I noticed….I LEFT MY DAMN PHONE IN THE CAR!!!!! FUCK! I was not about to go back and get it…I would just have to find her in the crowd lol…..The funny thing about that is…certain sections I would go to always cut me off where I kept turning around and proceeded to the next section….and what do u know….I FOUND HER! Sweeeeet.
So we talk and hug and all that jazz and she just told me she saw my aunt and my uncle…so I surprised them and hugged them both. They introduced me to some family members I did not get a chance to meet because I couldn’t go to the family reunion. So I shook there hands and told them my name and stuff…

After that it was me and kbezzy…her silly ass…she had this special drink with her…I’m not telling you what it is BUT! I have a picture of it…




and I must say “that” drink was pretty good…even though she said she was going to make me one she forgot…I’ll get it next time….


So we goes to the lower part of hart plaza to see one of her friends performs…and hey they were a cool group. I took some pics of them as well here are the pics:










and I even got them on tape….I didn’t get a lot of footage but I think I was able to get at least one song….after they performed we goes back to the main level…
Anybody who knows me…ima silly guy….so it’s me and her acting a nut... (More so me...she was tryin to contain me…. ;) ) I taped everything…hell I even saw my mom and my little brother and my little sister…By then it was going on like 7:35pm when I had to be at work at 8! This is where the fun starts…So after playing around with kbezzy for a good 5 minutes. We part ways: (I didn’t want to go….because I was having fun.


So now it was me against time…7:40 and I need to be in Southfield by 8….I TAPED EVERYTHING…the shit was pretty funny as well… (I’m posting it on face book on Thursday)…I ended up getting there at 8:15 so…blah…don’t care…I should have called off….which reminds me…I need to send my manager a nice good email...
So I gets to work and I was just sitting there BORED…See this is the shit I talk about…I hate having to leave from having fun and then I go to work and its nothing for me to-do….the shit sucks….kamal called me up and he was also explain how my schedule sucks triceratops balls….


The funny part about this was…..I was informed at least a month that I will be moving back to days THIS MONTH! And nothing has happened yet…is really starting to piss me off….I have nothing against the new guy but how the hell he is going to just come in a get a Monday thru Friday when I damn near have to cut off my nuts to get ANYDAY OFF? Some str8 up bullshit I tell ya….So she will be getting a nice long email from me after I finish this blog….


So after I got off the phone with him I took a nap…AGAIN…and dammit that nap felt great…to the guys…you know after you get finish having sex and you go to sleep and wake up feeling refreshed? Yep that’s how I felt (minus me having sex… ;)) I wake up and looks on facebook and I see that one of my friends were not happy with the response I gave her on my video…so me being me I replied...on some real shit…to be honest I am over that situation…I aint about to dwell on the past (but hey you got admit it was pretty fucked up)(see blog called “gaaaaaaaaaaaaaame over” to know what happened) because I think I am on to something….everything happens for a reason so I am just seeing where god takes me to…and I think he is leading me to a very nice direction…so I’m just gonna take my friend D.E’s advice and just go with the flow and not stress about stuff…

But other than that folks I enjoyed myself…I should go tomorrow…yea…I think I will but ima go home and change my clothes... :) so here I am at my desk listening to musiq drinking my pink lemonade thinking of my next master plan…because I have so many. ;)..i'll go read up on this Socrates guy my friend D.E Recommended to me..

signs.....

Well I guess was alil interesting ..reason why because it seems like i've been getting some hints today...

Question people...u ever been put in a situation where as like everyTHING around u is pertaing to ur situation? Like for example...lets say u broke up with ur girlfriend or boyfriend....u get in the car and nothing but brake up songs playing or when u watching tv freakin break up videos is on mtv....need me to keep going?

Anywho....during the day I pretty much didn't do anything...woke up and chilled with my friends and ended up leaving...got some gas and proceeded to quiznos to get the rest of my money they short changed me. So when I got up there I guess they thought I was trying to scam them because I didn't have my receipt so they took my name and number down and after that I left for work.

I get to work and I spoke to one of my best friends...boy she does know how to make a person feel better in the end...I guess she looked at one of my many "emo" status messages on facebook and she just started giving me some good advice. She also recommended me some books to read as well.(she did it the right way...she didn't force it on me plus this is d.e we talking about...she has tons of books :) )

So...after we talked on facebook I felt pretty good afterwards...I hate having a lot to talk about when its constantly on my mind. Because then ill start to be hard on myself and then ill start overthinking shit...so ima follow my friends advice

So after that was over I ended up making a nice photoshop pic of my friends since I was bored at work...i'll post the pc when I get to a pc...

So after I got off work I went over my boy house because they left me a plate from there bbq...I ended up getting full quick as hell and started watching some movies

I fucking ended up watch norbit....maaaaan see? some old people "emo" shit....then after that and I ended watching idlewild...man i love that movie...then after that and I ended watching "sprung".....lol and its still on as I type...aint that a bitch.....peace.

Well as I sit here and watch team usa do there thang id figure I have a story to tell..

I ended up staying up real late because I had some stuff on my mind...I ended up making a video afterwards as well...what I did was I took all my funny voicemails and put together on video...check my facebook page to check it out..

I was sooooo bored I didn't have nothing todo @ 4am so I decided to make a note on facebook having my friends asking me only 2 questions....so far as I am looking they are asking some very interesting questions lol didn't think I would get such a good response lol

So after that I went to sleep...after I woke up and got out the shower I left and went to work. I gets to work and I guess I am todays topic of the day...seems that because I want people to ask me some questions someone feels I am crying out for help...the also said I need a girlfriend...hell they even said I need some....damn....that was a low blow...

I look at like this...I do want a girlfriend but as of right now I don't have one...so ima use my time to focused some stuff that I like todo...but in no way I am crying out for help....

So as we continue to chat I guess my co-worker thinks she knows EVERYTHING !! Sometimes its annoying as hell...I understand everyone has a opinion but she trys to come up with different ways to make her look right...but anywho when we started about horoscopes....

After we stopped talking about horoscopes due to me throwing something her...I went back to my desk and tell my co-worker how my weekend was with that fake person..

Pretty much we talked all night until I got off..and now I am my friends house because he had alil party...lucky them and me they drunk up all the drinks..guess ill do me and try to get some rest...

such a mello day

Well i really didnt do nothing today...i left kamal's house and got some gas and went to the crib...got there and edit some videos and went to sleep...

kamal came thru and beat me up in some videogames but i ended winning the tied match in tekken.

so i am up with nothing todo when i should be sleep...dammit i hate when i sleep in the day and knowing at night i'm gonna be up like crazy...

but this is good though..because i can use this time to think about stuff i wanna do...

which is...I WANNA try new things...almost anything stuff thats fun...like going to a concert or whatnot...i never been to one..So i think i should do that for that matter..hmm..or goto the zoo since i have not been since that damn hippo scared the shit outta me(yes i hate hippo's) i think thats all i could think of as of this moment.

i have came to the conclusion that ima get my car fix this week..since i aint gonna have nothing else todo so....

one of my friends sent me a message today who i was glad to here from because and she cleared some things up that i was somewhat concern about.

i am having mixed thoughts and listening to seeing sounds....i'll find something else todo...

Man i hate Fake people...but i did have a really good saturday though.

Ight so after i got off work friday i decided to waste some time at work doing....nothing. i just went to sleep alil longer and listened to a movie....So when if finally woke up i chilled and talked to some co-workers before i left to go to my grandmoms friend's family reunion..

so i gets there and i help set up some of the stuff..you know..carried the food and stuff...sat around because i was there early so i just chilled...everybody and they momma was textin me that bernie mack past away...Pretty messed up if you ask me...but what some what pissed me off was the fact that this little chubby kid said "i dont know why everybody shocked he died he aint no lil wanye no t.i and such." i could of smacked his ass for that stupid comment because you dont put bernie mack in the same sentence with no fucking lil wanye nor t.i!

So after i ignored his stupid ass i sat in my seat and drink my water until something else came up...I later on sat my aunts so i said fuck it and went to the crib with them...i gets there and i am thinking they were gonna just go home and get dress....FUCK NO THEY DIDNT! they had to get they hair done and shit...i said fuck that...me and one of my many cousins that i have walked back up to the park. as we were walking i was talking to him about his big brother who is currently in jail..u know me being Dr. Brown and shit just giving him some advice on what he needs todo with his self.

so as we got up there it was some people up there...we chilled ate a hotdog and such until everybody from there family came...one of my friends that my grandmom told me about was up there..Now she wanted me to come up there just so i could keep her company...SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEIT. I'VE learn something yesterday...you ever wanna see a woman true colors....get em around there family.

Do u know this chick just tottally igged me the whole time i was there? wait no she gave me a hug when she FIRST saw me but after that THEN she ignored me. we were at a park so i am gonna walk around...i guess when my grandmom wanted me to do something it required me to be around her...and everytime i walked by her, her and her fat ass cousin who she tells all her business to was just making side jokes...i mean let be serious...you wanted me to come out here to keep me company but when i am here you act all funny? not a good look for her...i could of made a scene but nope...i was still having a good day...because i had a very good week..i aint about let my week goto waste on someone that aint even worth a call..

So while i was there i just ignored her...i just put my headset on that i had on my phone and just listen to music...it started to rain so i went and got in my van and chilled in there while her and everybody else got rained on its not funny but i thought it was dammit.

So after the rian cleared i called my sister to see where they was at because i asked my lil sister to get some clothes and shoes for me. because I STILL HAD ON THE SAME CLOTHES FROM THRUSDAY!! i had all the other stuff like deodorant and stuff...so i chilled around there for a minute until i left...as i was leaving i said goodbye to all her peoples except her...i mean why should i say goodbye to someone that just was acting funny? NOW THATS WHAT YOU CALL ACTING FUNNY fokes...So i made up my mind that i aint gonna be texting her no more shit i dont even call the chick like that. this is just the topping on the cake...So looks like i lost ANOTHER FRIEND HAHA...sucks.

So i gets to the old church i used to attend because they had festival going on. so as i get there i saw my uncle and some people i have not seen in a long time and hey they were actually happy to see me. i stayed around there and told people what i've been up to and stuff before i went over kamal's house.

I ended being kamal to his house even though he said he was on 6mile...we really was on 6mile and the lodge lol....so i chilled there with his dad and his little neice until his parents left...we took his little neice home and went back to his house to find out what the hell we was gonna do tonight...i guess was suppose to goto the blind pig but i guess our other friend jay was on that bull but we were going to ann arbor to pin ball petes. i took a shower and changed my clothes. we went and picked up Mr. Mee too because since he really dont go out we finally had him tagged along with us...

While we were driving we brought up about one of our friend disappearing act. i came up with the idea that we should pop up at his house...we got over there and both his cars was there but all the lights were off...we were kinda nervous because we didnt know what to expect. so after we left there we made our way to ann arbor...on our way there i ended up getting a unexpected call from a friend only concerning something on facebook. that was pretty weird alil.

We get to the arcade and we started to play tekken...kamal was taping it...i went on a 10 game winning streak..something i never did before in tekken...talkin about a nig was on cloud 9 mr me too couldnt even hang...i read him like a book. i knew almost every move he was doing and pretty much....i whooped his ass...

but my luck ran out when we played street fighter...of course i am still learning the little tricks and tactics to the game i will admit mr me too got me with that damn raging demon...i was like fuuuuuck! because now his ass gonna be at work for like a whole week rubbing that shit in my face..kamal was like NAW FUCK THAT YOU GOTTA REDEEM YOURSELF...and i ddid...i manage to get that nigga with ryu's uppercut...that shit was classic...i didnt win the whole match but dammit i redeemed myself...i guess kamal saw that i almost beat mr mee too so kamal didnt waste no time with me...he kicked my ass left and right...i said fuck it and went back to playing tekken...i had this guy just putting quarters in because i was just winning and winning and....winnning. mr mee too tried to see if he could beat me in that but he just couldnt win for shit...my head was hurting the whole time i was there and i was getting in that ass like last year under pants...hahaha

so the whole night i was rubbing in his face...shit i had to...because he would of did the same...we went to some pizza place out there and sat and chilled and talked more shit how mr me too got whooped in every game he played...after that we went to the crib...

So this week was full of surprises folks...FULL OF THEM...i wonder whats in stored for me this week?

i think i need to have a talk with one of my friends about something and she knows who she is...so whenever i catch up with that peron i think we should talk (i know that person reads my blogs :) )

Ight yall stay up and be safe...peace

Friday was good but thrusday was better lol

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo after a very fun night hanging with friends and stuff i leaves kbezzy's house and i called my boy delon up to see what he was doing since i was in the area..he needed a ride and since i didnt have shit else to do i was like fuck it...

so i came and scooped him up after i got my gas and shit...he was going to skate so this was a good time to get some video of him skating for that n.e.r.d contest...So we met up with his friend at white castles..i was HUNGRY AS HELL AND THRISTY from last night lol...throat was all dry...lol but the weird thing is...i had something to drink at kbezzy's house ;)..

so after i got my food and shit we went to the damn park...We get there and everybody was looking at us...yea 3 black guys coming to skate...the shit was fun though...we got some footage...no wait...we got ALOT of footage...So since my camera needed to be charged we proceed to goto mcdonalds....

So we gets in there and we orded our food...we goes into the playground place to eat our food because there was only one outlet there...we gets in there and delon's boy was foolin...he tall ass was gonna try to go into the playground thing. but once i cut the camer on he didnt do it...Delon said fuck it he was gonna do it...he followed all the Mc rules...he met the height rules and the damn thing does not have a age limit...as delon proceeded to go in the manager told him he had to get out of it. i already had the cam rolling. as she saw him in there she told us we had to leave LMAO. she kicked us out of mcdonalds because we wanted to have fun...what type of shit is that?

So we ended up eating our burgers at taco bell LMAO fuck it...we chilled there until we got bored and proceeded back to the park...we gets to the park and they had this community center we could go in...however we could not go inside none of the rooms since we are not a resident of the city...how gay was that.

So we had to wait in the hallway until my camera battery charged...once it was charged we continues to get our footage...i ended up tryin to skate..




not bad i must say...i think ima get me some skate shoes and a skateboard...no hypebeast here fokes ima really do this shit lmao. man we were foolin at the park...shit all the footage we got and we damn near made a music video as well..So looks like on my next off day like wednesday ima have alot of videos to edit...sweeeeet.

so there you have it folks...nothing but fun fun fun....this weekend i have a family reunion to attend so who knows how thats gonna go...but you know me...the camera will be on me and i will be bloggin like no other....now i am at work doing nothing. glad i am off for the next two days! lmao!

The Days are getting better and better and....

Well today and yesterday was a blast..i'm gonna give you all details on what happened yesterday and some from today.

So after a pretty fun night at plan b on wednesday i woke up and just stayed around the house and finished editing some more videos i made and some of my friends made as well. i'll post them on here soon. So today (thursday) was my friends Kbezzy's birthday so this was the plan today...

1.hang with kbezzy at the club
2. goto my dad's firefighter skating party


so that what i was gonna do today...my boy kt told me he was going to one of our friends Poetry sessions. i myself wanted to hang with kbezzy because to be honesty i have not seen her in years (i think).

So as i am driving like always my sense of directions is always jacked up..this time i blamed my phone on this one...the map told me the club was located on 7mile when it was on schoolcraft and Telegraph. kbezzy ended up telling where it was at and i found it.

I gets over there and what do u know...its in my OLD hood...back in 04 hood...i was like ugh too many memories but fuck it ima have some fun...i gets in there and i notice i was the only one there...so i chilled and went to the bathroom..came back out and they started salsa lessions! the only time i've done any form of salsa dancing is when me and my best friend shantelle...whenever i get a chance to get ahold of the tapes i will post them (who knows when they will be..)

So like always i am always the quiet person in the group...the salsa teacher noticed i took intrest in the class so she worked with me just so i can know the basic moves...and i caught on pretty quick! that stuff was fun...i think thats something i might take up ;)

So after the lessions were over with kbezzy shows up...we gave each other hugs and stuff and talked about how she has not seen me in a while and all that stuff...So me her and her friend walked to the spot she had reserved for her get together...she had her cake in the car so we had to go get the cake...i ended up carrying it in and that shit was heavy lol..

so as we were chilling people showed up kb had a drink or two? and i just sat there and talked..i didnt wanna drink because i already was drinking yesterday so i didnt wanna be drinking two days in a row...i stayed there until 9 to shoot to my dad firefighter skating party...i gets there and what do u know...pops was not there...i played this damn block game you know..the one where they have the psp there for you to win...that damn game cheated me...i got all the way to the end and that shit skipped at the last minute...i fucked around and blew 12 bucks on that shit...oh well lol....

so after i left there i proceeded back to the club to hang with kbezzy and friends...on my way there kamal calls me to let me speak to our old dance teacher back in dcrc. you would think a person would be happy to hear from you but not this time...the first words was hey..and...I NEED TO READ A BOOK....the hell i need to read a book for?..we kept going back at it on how i dont need to get myself together because i already gotten my stuff no wait i got my SHIT together its just people are so stuck on my past they dont noticed the good that i have done and shit i've overcame...she was close to getting either:

1. hanged up on
2. Cussed the hell out. (flat out)

For one i dont like when people tell me what i NEED todo...u tell me what i NEED todo i am not going to listen...ima do me..ok? now if she were to recommend that i should read some books and blah blah blah then ok...that shows you that some people with college degrees i guess think they know more than me just because they have that damn paper under they belt...people need to play catch up to see what i've been doing...ANYWHO

So i made it back to the club...i guess kbezzy thought i was not gonna come back so i sat next to her..she looked like she been having alot of fun when i came back..So her friend that came with her left with her "friend" and she left me a drink...maaaaaaaaaaan i told myself i was not gonna drink but here i am drinking AGAIN...she left me a baileys mixed with some hen...un oh...so i sip on that until i was done..i was having fun cracking jokes on people with her moms and stuff just having a blast...

I guess kbezzy's ex boyfriend showed up and he was drinking as well...i guess he noticed i was done with my drink and bought me one but this time it was different...now i had COKE AND HEN..double un oh....NOW I AM foolin...sitting there just having a ball while everybody was drinking. kb got wore out on the floor because this one guy kept getting her on EVERY song...that shit was funny as hell.

So i guess kb's sister was tired and she wanted to go...So we got all the stuff together cake, and stuff...we proceed to the car and her ex got the cake in the car...its me her and her ex...ex boyfriend was like "well i'm gone ttyl peace" and dipped out quick..So now its me and her...she asked me do she think i will be ight driving home and i was str8 up and told her no...So i ended up following her to her house..

We gets to her house and we was tired as hell...we ended up crashing on the couch...until she wanted to get up and lay in her bed...i helped her in her bed and i went back in the living room and crashed there until the morning.

woke up and chilled with her for alil bit until she had things to do so i bounced...

So for my whole two days people i got to have some fun and i enjoyed it as well...i dont think i can relive thrusday..i got to see my friend, and i got to learn how todo some salsa dancing..peep next blog for fridays event.

Video footage of me Grippin the 5.0 i want.

i'm gonna get this car.... ;)

Saturday was good but sunday was better.

Well i'm not gonna explain what happened on saturday but lets just say i enjoyed myself before i had to goto work (nothing sexual).

But yesterday was petty dope...i got off work and i really didnt feel like driving home so i was like fuck it...i didnt feel like sleeping at my desk so i took my butt right to my van and went to sleep!..only problem is i had all the windows rolled up not thinking what i got myself into...lucky me my co-worker came to the van and woke me up so we can See whats poppin on the food tip...

So after we agreed on getting KFC i ended up having to drive to go get the shit...went and got it and came back and killed my plate...now people who really know me i honesty dont like eating chicken like that...i just have to be in the mood to eat it.

So i chilled around the job until it was time to go pick up delon so he can come see about his ride. i get over there and this nigga still in his freakin PJ's (no homo) so i just chilled on the pc while he was cleaning up his apartment. Jamal ends up coming thru and we was crackin jokes on people facebook pics and other things i wont get into but that shit was funny...

later on we went and played basketball...now mind yall saturday we already hooped and my back was hurtin like hell so i really couldnt do anything. i didnt win not one game today...After we played we got in my van and went to the shop to see about delons car.

We gets there and theres this freakin Ford Mustang that i want..its the same model that was on that menace to society for example:


but it was in all black...So while we lookin at it delon decides to sit in the car...the guy was like "shit while you sittin in it you might is well move it" I was like "damn that let me drive this around the hood real quick" he didnt care...he threw me those keys and all of sudden i felt like speed racer...

Now mind you...i never drove any ford mustang in my LIFE...i only drove them on videogames such ass grand turismo and such...booooooooooooooy i tell you i put my foot on the gas and it was a rap...we were in my old hood brightmo so i know the hood inside out.

My ass was speeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedin man when i mean speeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedin nigga i was speeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedin....and i was able to stop at all stop signs and i was being safe at the same time....my boy delon was in the car and he didnt know i had whip skills like that since i drive a van...I'm bustin the donuts like crazy in my hood....I HAD VIDEO OF IT BUT DELON HAD THAT DAMN COVER OVER THE LENS So i was unable to get any footage of me driving...however he taped it with his cell phone (palm) so when i get that video i will post it...

I swear my fucking leg was shakin so much the last time my leg really shaked like that is when i was in a court room for the very first time over some shit i didnt do...but that shit was funny...

Delon didnt get his care so we ended up going back to his apartment complex to meet up with his skateboard crew...I hanged with them and watched them skate...i was able to record them doing some of there moves and watch them attempt some moves as well..then we played basketball for alil bit before it was time for me to goto work...

i swear that was the best sunday so far....i was able to drive a car i've been wanting to drive for the longest...i remember my uncle used to have a all black one and when he got it my dad had me in the car and we was burning rubber on the street and doing 360's and stuff...this car i hope to get...

so today is monday and i have a hurt back because i have not hooped in a minute...and if anybody do wanna know whats the status between me and my friend NO we still aint talking to each other...oh well i'll continue to do me...;)

ludacris-politics_as_usual video

So i made another video...Enjoy!