Gaaaaaaaaame over.

Well the last two weeks...i tell you....its just not looking good for ya boy dbizzle...and ima explain what happened (wendnesday)

After i got off work i stayed at my job and went to sleep up there since i didnt feel like going home...So i chilled around there because i was supposed to go over my "friend" house to play her brother in some nba 2k8 so i wasted some time up there until i got bored and then i proceed to called my uncle about some stuff that i had on my mind and i just needed some good advice..

So after i talks to my uncle i proceeded to my sister nifa's house...i chilled over there to fix her pc...the funny part about what was wrong with her pc is she thought she needed a new cd drive...i ended up messing up her old pc just to get the cd drive out her old pc and tried to put that in her new one....i opens the case and what do u know...the reason why the cd drive was not working is because the damn power connector was not pluuged in...so once i did that she was able to get the cd drive to open hell yeah...but this is where the issue started to start.

After i got all that shit to work and what not i tried to get her internet to work...fucking comcast cable in detroit are soooooo damn lazy i tell you...everytime she called they always blew her off....So i finally ended up getting a cool person on the line and we proceed to attempt to fix her pc so she can get on the internet...his ass couldnt help me either...but at least he did try though...

My next open was like fuck it....lets just fdisk this pc and just start all over...So i ended up putting windows2000 on her pc and everything was good to go...meanwhile in the mist of doing that i was already making plans with my "friend" So let her know what time i was coming thru. after that i just chilled with nifa and tae and all my neices.

So as i am chilling with them i decided to hop on facebook...And what do u know...she finally (my "friend") decided not to hide from offline mode and was online chatting. so i hit her up asking her "still messing with photoshop?" her reply was no i gave up...We gotta talk...I already knew this was not good...why? because when i logged onto facebook its there that "***** is now married" So i already knew where the convo was going...

So as she was telling me all what she was telling me i was just sitting there...like...dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam.......and just had that lil smurk on my face like...awwwwww man why........So to hide my emotion i just sat there with a big ass smile around people...after i got off facebook i just sat down and watched tv and hardly say anything...normally nifa knows when something is wrong with me but i'm surprised she didnt catch on....because my ass was QUIET. So before i left i ended up telling nifa what went down and what happened and told that i was gonna go over there..

I gets over there...and boy trying to hide your emotion of sadness is not an easy task...she ended up letting me in her house after she joked around by not letting me in and when she did i said HI and proceed downstairs to play her brother in some nba 2k8...

Every game i played i played with anger...i only loss 3 games...but i won 6 i wanted to keep playing...and playing and playing...because i felt videogames was the only means to keep me happy i guess....So while we were playing she decides to come down stairs...once again folks i could of sworn i said hi to her when i walked in but i guess she didnt hear me i was so focused on that damn game i really was not try to pay her any attention...Mistake 1.

So as i am playing she just kept messing with me and i just ignored it...mistake 2....just went as far as punching me and hitting me with a shoe? i think....mistake 3 and then she went back up stairs....i honesty was focused in that damn game because once again i was playing out of anger...and when i am focused like that you can be ass naked in front of me and i still wont notice you....(happened before when i had final fantasy XI for ps2...So after we played our last game i proceed to go up stairs...i said good bye to her and i get my game and changer and dips out....

I gets home to let her know i am at the crib. and i guess she took my focusness the wrong way as me being funny acting..which i was not...because if i was gonna act funny i wouldnt of came over...i would of stayed away meaning as not not communicate with her at all...but i guess she took it the wrong way....not only i no longer have a chance with her but now i feel i wont even have her as a friend...friendship is what matters the most here folks...i mean even though i cant have her as a girlfriend or someone i can kick it with i would at least still wanna be cool with you...i honesty have nothing against her at all. She picked who she wants to be with so it is what it is...Just wish them the best.

But now with all this going down in one day...i figure i am giving dating a break....AGAIN...it seems i cant do anything right so i will just focus on the things that matters the most...or just do more videos...

And this is really gonna make things worst...because my next video is gonna say something that people are gonna think i am taking shots at her when thats not the case....so looks like i will have to put a nice goofy disclaimer when i start...

so whats next for Mr. Brown? NOTHING his pursue of happyness has been shot...So looks like he will have to pursue something else.