Man its hard tryin not to spend money.

Fuck man...i am doing my best to save money and i just had to go on ebay and end up winning some cartier glasses....I mean damn...but i didnt spend alot though so thats a good thing...


Man i have not been to sleep yet...i've been running off of that mountain dew man...i had a big goofy ass bottle last night and then my co-worker bought me another one so i am wired to the full...glad i am off today...i guess i'll call some friends and see whats up i aint hoopin this week but i think next week ima go hoop and bring my camcorder.



So i was watching the playoffs right and man this year playoffs is pretty interesting...fucking suns lost....and now the rockets is making it a series. lets start with the west.



Spurs Vs hornets


I think this is gonna be a very important series on the west. the hornets have been playing very well for a team that has not made it to the playoffs in...who knows??! they are going agaist the defending champs the spurs...i am going with the hornets in game six




Lakers vs who knows:


Either way i hate to say this but if the lakers have to face the rockets...rockets getting swept...then tmac will have to goto the drawing board on how to get out the 2nd round...but if the lakers have to face the jazz i see the lakers winning this in 6 games as well...kobe and company will have to show this jazz team what time it is...because the jazz is hungry.




Now on to the east...man the east is very interesting its like all the top teams having issues beatin the low seed teams.




detroit vs 76ers


Detroit is gonna go back to philly and close this out. its a rap...if the pistons lose the next game its over for them...thats all ima say...they need to play the way they played game four and five for the remainder of the playoffs.


boston vs hawks

Boston fuckin up...hard....they have given atl hope and they gonna do something tonight...it has now become a series. i like the way josh howard and joe johnson have step they game up. bibby is doing what he does best and i like that. i hope they can go up 3-2 in boston and make a upset
So looks like ima just watch games all day today and chill. peace.

i think i might be on to something.

Eh so this weekend was kinda wack...i didnt do anything but went home and worked on this beat that i made...i suck at doing it but u gotta start somewhere right?....right. if you wanna listen to it goto www.myspace.com/myshitinc its the first beat called peace. the other beat i made back in 05 when i was fucking around.

But yesterday was a pretty mello day...when i got off work i had one of my co-workers drop me off at the bus stop so i can get home early to mess around with my beat..(its missing something lol) So i played around with that for a hot grip and got dress and leave for work. while i was doing this i was textin this girl i start talking to on facebook. she cool beans. nice face,smart,down to earth, and just all around good looking. So i talk to her while i was on my way to gamestop to put my money down on gta iv which i will pick up tomorrow. So while i am talking to her i noticed she can keep a convo...thats a plus..its seems that most females i talk on the phone are always silent and wait for me to start the convo but no...she was drillin me with questions as much as i was drillin her...pretty cool...

after talking to her i realized she a really cool person. though i aint tryin to wife her up as of this moment because:

1.friend first
2. gotta talk to her more
3. take them shits slooooooooooooooooow (as always but not to slow)

So she ends up talking to me for a good ass 2 hours (while i was on the bus) i gets to work and thats when the magic began....

i get to work and boy i sure as hell dealt with some dum ass people...i cant really go into detail about what happen but damn....some people are just dumb.

However today i am gonna have a good day....ima try to buy these glasses (cartier glasses) and continue to save my money...i have two more tickets left and i will be back out on the road...

i'll write more sometime later on tonight. peace.

Things are getting better than i thought.

Things just couldnt get any better man with my job...i was granted a 2.5% rasie increasement to my salary...my manager called me and told me this info....sweet....So today is my off day...i think ima stay in the house and save some money...tryin to stack this bread to get my L's back lol...low key i could of been had my L's back but i've been spending money like its my last...but i'm trying to get right for the summer.

Things i wanna do in the summer:
1. get my whip
2. goto cedar point
3. goto six flags
4. and hoop.


These are my plans and i will fall thru with them.

I think i should...

As I Sit here listen to some old school mj and look on facebook I notice. Mostly every woman on my damn friends list is having relationship issues. Hmm I also notice other things as well but I aint going to even bring that to the light. Because it’s not worth it. But this note is about me.

I feel I am against myself with this issue…u see the pic above? I am honesty having a difficult time keeping friends. I am trying to figure out why. Mainly women (I could give a fuck less about you nigga because I aint gay)...I want to make this clear that this note is not throwing shots at nobody…I’m bringing every time out an open on this note because honestly the shit bothers me to the full.
Now look at Darryl on the right…That’s old Darryl. Old Darryl with braids…old Darryl with (no job, one sided minded ass Darryl, always thinking about himself Darryl, always getting into trouble Darryl)
Now look at Darryl on the Left…(Darryl has a set plan, cut his braids, went to school, as his head on str8,and he even has a job, open minded, helps when he can Darryl)
Why do I feel like when I was Darryl on the right (not to geek myself up) but at the time women wanted to be around me. Women would call my phone all damn day (moms can contest to this) even had a girl write a poem about me (Juan you know who I’m talking about)
But now its like now that I got my shit together got my head on straight, I can’t get a girl to talk to me worth shit? Are yall afraid of strong minded men? Or men with somewhat power? It’s like as soon as I mention the keywords: school and job I scare yall away…why? What you rather like me with no job? Would you rather like me with no goals? Its like shit is backwards for me…when I was not working I could get a girl easily. Now that I work and doing good things with myself they overlook me hard…why?
Then I look on facebook. A man! For the last two weeks guys has been fucking over women likes its crazy! I sit back and I just look at some of yall status messages and sometimes laugh. Keyword: sometimes.

My question to the women:
Why do you tend to put yourself in the same position when dealing with a broke nigga?Why do you always complain wanting a good man? When you have “good men” around you that you just keep overlooking (no I am not talking about me)Why must u dog your man when he is at his lowest but when he gets his shit together and leave your ass you want to sit there a pout on facebook!
I have more but this aint 60 minutes.
Now my questions to the bitches (yes once again I said the b word)
Why must yall do the things yall do?Why are yall bitches?Why do u think some men call you bitches?Why do u think people should kiss yall ass?
It’s just crazy now days….ima give my reason why good men (including me) are becoming rare form.
SOME women are attracted to the nice things in life. They see a guy wearing fake buffies, a caprice sitting on them thangs and he sells dope. SOME women love that shit. But there is always a negative with that shit. That nigga don’t give a fuck about you…all he want you for is the head game and some ass...he uses you…hell he might slap your ass up…and what do u do? You stay with him. Why? Because he a good to you…Then what do u do? U go and complain to your girlfriend how u need to find you a real man…someone with this and that…blah blah blah…and just when your man hits a fork in the road with all that money he had and he no longer sells dope because he now going to jail for a long ass time u leave em….u look for the next “baler” but since you cant get that baller again you go around and you start to hate ALL men…you finally get a good guy and what do u do? YOU FUCK HIM OVER…why? Because your not used to be treated good…ur not used to be treated like a lady...ur not used to it because you associated yourself around dumb niggas most of your life you don’t know how to treat a good man when you get him...so what ends up happening? After yall break up because you fucked him over (I guess that’s your revenge to all men so you took it out on him) the good guy now walks around with fuck bitches mind set…you turned him into an ass hole…now he goes around disrespecting women just because the shit you did to him…..once you go bad it’s a wrap..
That’s how I see it…it’s a chain reaction to all of this…a cause and an affect. It can go both ways…

I am starting to feel that my love life has been sentence to life of unhappy ness …its like I feel ima single forever…I aint rushing nothing ( I know somebody going to say that so I’m beating all of you to the punch with this one.) and I’ve been patience …too long. I took myself off the relationship tag because I felt I was getting used…

Now its like all I get women who try to talk to me are the ones who does nothing with there self, always got a hand out, lying, playing games, women…and I don’t want that.
I aint settling for less...fuck that and fuck you if you have a problem with it. I now have standards now because some of you women…if you aint up on my level or better I aint even fucks with you…there I said it. If you aint about your shit I can’t even fucks with you. If you JUST got out a relationship and you come at me with that shit thinking I him I aint fucking with you…

I’m honesty tired….tired of being played…dammit I will be heard! So until then ima listen to my best of Michael Jackson cd
And another thing…shoe collecting is something I do. I don’t want to hear another person say I’m wasting my money and such…if I hear it again ima talk about flat out…ima talk about you on why you cant by shoes and such. Rather you have kids, dope, weed problems…it’s I do…this is my anti drug…jerks…I’m done biting my tongue for u bastard’s period…so you all have been warned…keep your negative comments to yourselves…

Other than that I’m done…ima go outside and enjoy this nice ass weather and try to have a good day…hope some of yall understand where a brother is coming from…if you didn’t…read it again. I am open to all comments and questions…but I am going to warning you…u come at me wrong I’m coming right back…but worst. So other words…be careful with your choice of words…that goes for all of you!!!
Stay blessed.